As it draws near to Christmas...
So I sit at my Dad's computer wondering what I am doing here! I came here to tell him that I am a Christian but I can't seem to do it! It is the hardest thing and I don't know why. He is just such a good guy, and I guess in the end I don't want to hurt his feelings or something. Does that sound crazy? I don't know maybe I am crazy. I am bored out of my mind right now so maybe that has something to do with my crazy talk. When I get too much time on my hands I think too much.
I think I am going to take some time to reflect on my first semester at CPC. It was such a good year and I had so much fun. I have met so many great people. I have been in Saskatoon for 4 years now and it has been fun, but I always felt like there was something missing. Amanda and I started a "company" last year in one of your pathetic nights alone called Quest For Friends. We were so alone and all we wanted was a life, with some other people to hang out with.
My first year at the UofS was great that is where I became a Christian and my life has kind of been a roller coaster ever since. I have had ups and downs as everyone does, but I always felt that I was a "bad" Christian for doing some of the things I did. I felt like I was never good enough. This year has been so awesome for me. There are some people at the school who know more of my story than others, but you still all accept me and the things I have done. Jennie K. has been so great, we have had so many chats and she never seems to think any less of me. I love ya Jennie, you are the Best. Miranda is also great! You see I am a very shy person at first. I will never make the first move to say hello to anyone, once you get to know me it is hard to get me to be quite but that is another story. When school first started I was so scared. I made Amanda come with me the first time I ever went. For the first few days I would just go to school and go home right when it was done not saying anything to anyone. Then Miranda one day out of the blue started to talk to me. I was like who is this girl? What does she want? I later found out that she was just a nice person and saw that I didn't really hang out with anyone around the school and we started the out of dorm club! It is a great little club we don't really do anything to exciting, but we do get to stay out later than all you rezzies! As the year progressed I started to feel a little more comfortable with being at the school, though some people still scare the crap out of me I don't think I will ever talk to them. I am sure they are very nice people but I am just to shy to do anything about it. So sorry if I never speak to you. I would also like to mention Phil and Ty they have been great and always good for a laugh. I don't think there is ever a time when I am not laughing around those two. Hilarious they are, however keeping me up until 5 a.m. isn't cool, oh wait yes it was. Anyway there is so many more of you that have been so great to me and you have all made my first semester amazing. I hope that things go as well for me in the second. I am going to be really sad when I am not around the school anymore. Quest for Friends is now in full swing and that is what Amanda and I wanted(SO CHEEZY). You guys have made our dream company a reality! *tear* LOL!!!
This is not what I invisioned this blog to be about! Strange how that happens!
So I sit at my Dad's computer wondering what I am doing here! I came here to tell him that I am a Christian but I can't seem to do it! It is the hardest thing and I don't know why. He is just such a good guy, and I guess in the end I don't want to hurt his feelings or something. Does that sound crazy? I don't know maybe I am crazy. I am bored out of my mind right now so maybe that has something to do with my crazy talk. When I get too much time on my hands I think too much.
I think I am going to take some time to reflect on my first semester at CPC. It was such a good year and I had so much fun. I have met so many great people. I have been in Saskatoon for 4 years now and it has been fun, but I always felt like there was something missing. Amanda and I started a "company" last year in one of your pathetic nights alone called Quest For Friends. We were so alone and all we wanted was a life, with some other people to hang out with.
My first year at the UofS was great that is where I became a Christian and my life has kind of been a roller coaster ever since. I have had ups and downs as everyone does, but I always felt that I was a "bad" Christian for doing some of the things I did. I felt like I was never good enough. This year has been so awesome for me. There are some people at the school who know more of my story than others, but you still all accept me and the things I have done. Jennie K. has been so great, we have had so many chats and she never seems to think any less of me. I love ya Jennie, you are the Best. Miranda is also great! You see I am a very shy person at first. I will never make the first move to say hello to anyone, once you get to know me it is hard to get me to be quite but that is another story. When school first started I was so scared. I made Amanda come with me the first time I ever went. For the first few days I would just go to school and go home right when it was done not saying anything to anyone. Then Miranda one day out of the blue started to talk to me. I was like who is this girl? What does she want? I later found out that she was just a nice person and saw that I didn't really hang out with anyone around the school and we started the out of dorm club! It is a great little club we don't really do anything to exciting, but we do get to stay out later than all you rezzies! As the year progressed I started to feel a little more comfortable with being at the school, though some people still scare the crap out of me I don't think I will ever talk to them. I am sure they are very nice people but I am just to shy to do anything about it. So sorry if I never speak to you. I would also like to mention Phil and Ty they have been great and always good for a laugh. I don't think there is ever a time when I am not laughing around those two. Hilarious they are, however keeping me up until 5 a.m. isn't cool, oh wait yes it was. Anyway there is so many more of you that have been so great to me and you have all made my first semester amazing. I hope that things go as well for me in the second. I am going to be really sad when I am not around the school anymore. Quest for Friends is now in full swing and that is what Amanda and I wanted(SO CHEEZY). You guys have made our dream company a reality! *tear* LOL!!!
This is not what I invisioned this blog to be about! Strange how that happens!
posted by Roxy @ 5:46 p.m.
5 Comments:
At December 22, 2005 11:31 p.m.,
Stephanie said…
I love you. I miss you...I can't wait to see you second semester.
At December 22, 2005 11:32 p.m.,
Stephanie said…
Merry Christmas!
At December 23, 2005 1:38 p.m.,
Anonymous said…
Rhiannon you should tell dad that you are a Christian.
At December 24, 2005 7:00 a.m.,
Anonymous said…
We are all praying for you! Just pray hard before you do it and go ahead and tell your dad. I understand you are scared but we can do all things through Christ who strengthens us! Merry Christmas Rhiannon,
Harmony
At January 10, 2006 10:08 p.m.,
Jennifer said…
Well, my dearest Rhine Stone Rhiannon (I just made that up...pretty good eh? lol) It has been a pleasure getting to know you! You have quickly become one of my closest friends at this crazy place. I look forward to all the adventures this semester will bring and hey we already have some planned! Woohoo road trip! I love you so much. You are a beautiful person and God has really blessed me through you. And don't worry about the dad thing, it'll all come in time, Jesus pretty much told me lol. No but for real---Your family will except it one day and they will rejoice with you! Later sweetie!
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