The Lord is Good to me!
So last night as I was stressing yet again over something that I have no need to stress over, I was most surprised to get a buzz at my door, that was unknown to the preson, but an answer to mych time spent in prayer.
I am so blessed by the people in this school you all have no idea how much you really mean to me. I guess I could me more vocal about it but that just isn't my style. I thank God every day for the people he has placed in my life. You all mean the world to me and I don't know where I would be with out you.
Over the last month or so I have been keeping close to home because I was letting the worries of life get me down. Not the best approach, but what can you do! I don't know how to deal with things other than to bottle them all up and make myself go crazy! I pray to God to help me, but I think because of all the disapointing things that have happened in my life I find it hard to trust that he will be there for me! I know that he has done so much for me and I have no reason to not fully trust Him, but in the back of my mind I some times think that maybe this time he won't pull through or something. I am not sure what I am really talking about I am just kind of rambling here. Feel free to stop reading anytime.
Ever since I have decided to go home for the summer, that is all I can really think about. I am so excited and so scared at the same time. Dawson is a crazy place and I usually find myself lost (spiritually) there. I want to go there and live a life that God would be proud of me for, but I am scared I will let him down once again, as I always do! I am also so excited to see me mom. I haven't seen her in about 4 years, and I have seen here for all of about 3 days in the last 7 years. We have an odd relationship and I want to see if there is a way that we can get it back in track some how. Anyway this is not what I started this blog as! I just wanted to give a shout out too al l the people that had a hand in the gift I was given last night! You are the greatest and I love you all very much. I pray that God will bless you all in amazing ways!
I am so blessed by the people in this school you all have no idea how much you really mean to me. I guess I could me more vocal about it but that just isn't my style. I thank God every day for the people he has placed in my life. You all mean the world to me and I don't know where I would be with out you.
Over the last month or so I have been keeping close to home because I was letting the worries of life get me down. Not the best approach, but what can you do! I don't know how to deal with things other than to bottle them all up and make myself go crazy! I pray to God to help me, but I think because of all the disapointing things that have happened in my life I find it hard to trust that he will be there for me! I know that he has done so much for me and I have no reason to not fully trust Him, but in the back of my mind I some times think that maybe this time he won't pull through or something. I am not sure what I am really talking about I am just kind of rambling here. Feel free to stop reading anytime.
Ever since I have decided to go home for the summer, that is all I can really think about. I am so excited and so scared at the same time. Dawson is a crazy place and I usually find myself lost (spiritually) there. I want to go there and live a life that God would be proud of me for, but I am scared I will let him down once again, as I always do! I am also so excited to see me mom. I haven't seen her in about 4 years, and I have seen here for all of about 3 days in the last 7 years. We have an odd relationship and I want to see if there is a way that we can get it back in track some how. Anyway this is not what I started this blog as! I just wanted to give a shout out too al l the people that had a hand in the gift I was given last night! You are the greatest and I love you all very much. I pray that God will bless you all in amazing ways!
posted by Roxy @ 10:35 a.m.
1 Comments:
At March 22, 2006 7:39 a.m.,
Pastor Sheldon said…
Awwww.... That was a really like uplifting blog or something. Even though we're not like best friends or anything I still think you're a really awesome girl and we should hang out.
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