As it draws near to Christmas...
So I sit at my Dad's computer wondering what I am doing here! I came here to tell him that I am a Christian but I can't seem to do it! It is the hardest thing and I don't know why. He is just such a good guy, and I guess in the end I don't want to hurt his feelings or something. Does that sound crazy? I don't know maybe I am crazy. I am bored out of my mind right now so maybe that has something to do with my crazy talk. When I get too much time on my hands I think too much.

I think I am going to take some time to reflect on my first semester at CPC. It was such a good year and I had so much fun. I have met so many great people. I have been in Saskatoon for 4 years now and it has been fun, but I always felt like there was something missing. Amanda and I started a "company" last year in one of your pathetic nights alone called Quest For Friends. We were so alone and all we wanted was a life, with some other people to hang out with.

My first year at the UofS was great that is where I became a Christian and my life has kind of been a roller coaster ever since. I have had ups and downs as everyone does, but I always felt that I was a "bad" Christian for doing some of the things I did. I felt like I was never good enough. This year has been so awesome for me. There are some people at the school who know more of my story than others, but you still all accept me and the things I have done. Jennie K. has been so great, we have had so many chats and she never seems to think any less of me. I love ya Jennie, you are the Best. Miranda is also great! You see I am a very shy person at first. I will never make the first move to say hello to anyone, once you get to know me it is hard to get me to be quite but that is another story. When school first started I was so scared. I made Amanda come with me the first time I ever went. For the first few days I would just go to school and go home right when it was done not saying anything to anyone. Then Miranda one day out of the blue started to talk to me. I was like who is this girl? What does she want? I later found out that she was just a nice person and saw that I didn't really hang out with anyone around the school and we started the out of dorm club! It is a great little club we don't really do anything to exciting, but we do get to stay out later than all you rezzies! As the year progressed I started to feel a little more comfortable with being at the school, though some people still scare the crap out of me I don't think I will ever talk to them. I am sure they are very nice people but I am just to shy to do anything about it. So sorry if I never speak to you. I would also like to mention Phil and Ty they have been great and always good for a laugh. I don't think there is ever a time when I am not laughing around those two. Hilarious they are, however keeping me up until 5 a.m. isn't cool, oh wait yes it was. Anyway there is so many more of you that have been so great to me and you have all made my first semester amazing. I hope that things go as well for me in the second. I am going to be really sad when I am not around the school anymore. Quest for Friends is now in full swing and that is what Amanda and I wanted(SO CHEEZY). You guys have made our dream company a reality! *tear* LOL!!!

This is not what I invisioned this blog to be about! Strange how that happens!

To My Dearest Wendy, you are the only one who reads my blog.

Woot Woot it's December

Yeah you heard me, Christmas is a comin'. So you better watch out! In not so many sleeps a creepy old dude with a frost bitten face is going to be breaking into your house and given you "presents"! When I was little I would always write this man and ask him to bring one of his elves so that I wouldn't have to be good all year long, I could just demand that the elf make me toys or I would stop feeding him and protecting him from the constant teasing he endured due to his size and funny shaped shoes! After a few years I lost all hope in the man, so I decided to "stick to to the man"! Yeah that's right you heard me I was terrible. I did everything I could to be bad, but guess what, yeah you guessed it I still got presents. So for all of you that have fallen into the trap of lies that you have to be good to get gifts at Christmas, I will be the first to tell you that you have be blatantly lied too! I am sorry if this breaks your heart but it is true, and the truth hurts.

Anyway enough about my Christmas rant, but wait while we are on the subject I am going home for Christmas, well not home home but to my real Dads, and well I have to break the news to him that I am attending a Bible College. There is a long story behind that fact that I haven't told him yet, that I am sure you do not all want to read, basicly what it boils down to is the fact that I am scared of rejection. So I am really asking for is tips on how to break the news to him. I was thinking I would take him out into the woods and leave him there for a few days, then he would be cold a delirious and then I would tell him. He would think it was a great idea and I would make him promise to still love me even though I believe in Jesus. Then I would take him to the doctor because well hey he might be really sick or something. That is what I am going on, but if you have something better I would be glad to hear from you.

P.S. I am sorry I never blog I have been really busy, Oh yeah I am an Aunt again so that is exciting. Little Emma she is so cute.

And something to make to laugh:
"I remember when I was in the army, we had the toughest drill sergeant in the world. He'd get right up next to your face and yell, and if you didn't have the right answers, mister, you'd be peeling potatoes or changing the latrine. Hey, wait. I wasn't in the army. Then who WAS that guy?! "